Why did our parents allow me to continue to go to the Pelster's after Eric was abused there? I remember going there to spend the night with Jim Bob. I remember going there and looking at porno mags in the neighbors corn field. They must have been after the abuse summer. How was this allowed?!
Today is the 16th anniversary of Ruthie passing. I've reflected on her death before. In fact, it took me a few nights to get through all of the memories surrounding her. Though, there is probably more that I can recall and process through. Today we heard from Ang, and Steve, and Ruth. But, as far as me, that was all. I imagine Susie heard from others. It's not her birthday. It's like secondary to her birthday, but it's an important day for Susie and me. It was just as hard as her birthday, maybe even harder, but it was different too. I didn't hear from anyone in my family and I guess that is kind of a bummer. Writing about her and thinking about her earlier this morning causes me to experience tension in my neck. Why tension? Shouldn't I be feeling sadness. It's kinda weird. I don't know where the tension is coming from. Maybe it's something I can talk to Susie about....
Around May 15th or 16th my parents tested positive for COVID. It knocked mom down pretty bad. She was feeling very weak and her throat hurt her really bad. Dad did not get affected as much and he was just feeling a little more tired. It affected mom for several days, probably a good 4 or 5 days. They had not gotten the 2nd booster shot, which they would have been able to get but did not, for whatever reason. COVID doesn't travel to Gerald, MO... until is does! I haven't heard how they are doing now, except that they were at the house in Leslie today and the business was open. They must have been up and able enough to be at least somewhat back to their usual routine. I will all tomorrow and see how they are.
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